2.24.2004
happy mardi gras!!!
ahhhh yesterday was sooo incredibly stressful!
...that's why i'm not gonna even think about it.
oh well actually i will. sooo we had way too much homework...i mean i was in tears trying to get all of it done and finish everything i had set for myself...so yeah. plus scott's gone. yeah i didn't know that i'd miss him this much cause i mean i thought we were sorta...not as close as we used to be. but aww hell naw i miss him so incredibly much...like i didn't realize that honestly i pick up the phone and call him without thinking twice every night...and now i can't do that for an entire week...sure it's not as long as it was when he went to new jersey and connecticut, but STILL! so yeah on top of it all i needed help on the math but michelle was my life saver and showed me it really was simple! heh heh...sooo then i had the official worst soccer practice ever...it was the first one of the season but it was supposed to be the third but cause of the snow...yeah, anyway...coach didn't play me in goal at all, which i mean normally i wouldn't mind if i got field time, but considering weekend after next is our first game, i don't wanna gamble anything...cause i mean come on, you know that no one else on my team will be played goalie and i will play full game cause they always need me to blah blah blah...ANYWAY...and then it got cold again. after the beautiful weekend. that made me sad. hahaha so yeah yesterday was just highly stressful...oh YEAH! and some of my friends were in rier moods! hahahahahaha sally...
so today was a lot better, but not great...that's just cause we still have tons of work. i had piano and this one song i thought i'd bombed i actually did really well on, which is nice...
sooo let's see. french was really fun...we wore our masks (the hotness yo!) and ate crepes (merci beaucoup virginie!). they were soooo good you have no idea! and i had 2 things of pepsi and half a thing of gingerale...maybe this massive sugar intake would descripe my total hyperness today!!! and we got mardi gras beads heh heh... i'm practically done with my language project...that'd be a good thing! math we almost got our chapter 8 tests back...but not quite!!! hahaha (shea you can't get mad at me for maybe having not finished the science test when you had left so much blank on your math test...) so anyway, yeah and then we ate bigass pieces of cake in cake decorating...haha and made fun of the video...lol yeah i was DEFINITELY hyper by then...
social studies--the good thing about yesterday was that i got a perfect score!!! WHOOO HOO!!!! YESSS!!! so uhhm anyway lunch...haha we had too much fun in the cafeteria...but the whole basketball thing...that was POINTLESS!!! sally & shea: my crap is your crap! you've got crap all over your pants! mmm...yummy crap! i think your crap is better than my crap! wait...are you eating my crap??? hahaha yeah we had too much fun with crepes (ok...some people pronounce crepes like crap so it was waaay too funny...) so hmmm science = writing notes to sally...future problem solving...HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA. yeah. that sums it up. and carpool...I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU! stop trying to kick me in the butt...
ok ignore all that it's like all inside jokes. anyway. so yeah i slept for 2 hours this afternoon. damn, why am i so TIRED!?! oh yeah....the whole go-to-bed-at-11.45-and-wake-up-at-6.20 thing might be getting to me a little bit. and the stress... ok how bout THIS UP...
hmw reduce the stress and shorten the school day
iot allow students enough sleeping time!!!
AUUUGGHH!! haha ok sorry i had to get all smartass-y lol
so yeah. jensen and zeb came for dinner and i was totally unprepared and i had just woken up and i looked like crap. oh well.
coming up: going to see the musical on friday, ash wednesday tomorrow night (i'm acolyting, too) and soccer practice again on thursday. cousin's party on saturday but if i can get a ride i'm going to the movies...then next thursday is early release and i'm going shopping with ashley and michelle...and then on friday we're going to the dance and then afterwards gonna go see a movie. one of the following: hidalgo (my choice), 50 first dates, or uhh what was the last one...wow i don't know. anyway.
the new layout is coming soon! as soon as i sketch something for sally...
oh CRAP i'm supposed to be asleep now!!! augh!
shower time!
Posted by char at 10:01 PM | 0 comments
2.23.2004
today = total shit.
i'm too lazy, it's too late, you don't care enough
so i'm not going to elaborate.
Posted by char at 11:39 PM | 0 comments
2.21.2004
long time no update...well, for me, anyway...
let's see. i got an 88 on the science test that i thought i'd aced...oh well. and a 91.8 on the interim. oh well, i'll live. the social studies test was so easy! well not easy, but i'm really confident that i did well. we'll see...
so hmmm, what else. no career day, but dressing up was still fun! heh heh. thursday i still had no soccer practice which annoys me but oh well. we (7th period) didn't have the science test until yesterday. it was harder than the one i got the 88 on...=/ we'll see. sooo then my parents are in charleston...i miss them so incredibly much! ='(. and yesterday holy crap it was just absolutely gorgeous...and i was soo happy and even though some *people* were gone to nyc, it was a great day. i babysat last night and now i have a grand total of $96...NOT counting what i'll get tonight...*buwahahaha*. it's beautiful today, too!
i'm in such a good mood. and here comes the whole serious talk part. somehow something in me is triggered every once in a while and i just realize that there are so many wonderful people and wonderful opportunities and how wonderful my life is...i mean stop and think every once in a while about just how lucky you are. sure, i'm a little bit bummed about not being able to go to france this year, but i'm looking at it this way: i was so incredibly lucky to have even been offered that opportunity, and i could have done it if, you know, i hadn't been going to new york city with my family. i finally realized this year, too, that no matter who you are you can buckle down and get good grades...the whole "perfect people" thing used to really bother me, i mean ask people like scott who i always talked to it about. and now i realized that i can be whoever i want to be and i am that person right now...and it makes me so happy. i mean sure i'm not exactly how i wanna be, but you can only ask for so much, right? and speaking of scott, last night while i was babysitting he called and left a message with my grandmother and he was like "yeah i'm just calling to tell charlotte goodbye before i leave to go to washington dc..." and for some reason i found that so incredibly sweet. i know so many people that mean so much to me...and i'll be so sad to leave ligon cause i mean every day just all the people around me make me so happy and i always talk to everyone and i've made so many new friends this year and it's just like...there are so many more people out there all the time and i've already met so many great ones, i wonder what's in store for me in the years to come? just thinking about all the different people i say a simple "hi" to each day makes me feel so...content...i dunno, it's hard to explain.
so yeah, today: i'm about to go to lunch with my grandparents and kate, then when i get back home i'm gonna take hugh on a really long walk...and i'm not sure when my indoor soccer game is tomorrow but it'll be a pain to try and go to church and still make that, so when my parents call i'm gonna see if i don't have to go...
well, i'm out! you must love me if you read through all that...haha
Posted by char at 11:48 AM | 0 comments
2.17.2004
[edit]: ooh ooh! 2 hour delay tomorrow!
early release today and 2 hour delay yesterday, but no word on tomorrow yet.
it was so funny, all day people were like "no no no the reason we have early release is cause the real snow storm is coming later tonight...i know it is i promise you i swear!!!" and yet nothing has fallen from the sky since oooh say 9.30 this morning? *shakes head* silly people...i told you, it's just that the wake county school board is whack! at least we don't have to make it up...
yeah, i had an ok today. got our math interims back and i got a 92.6...=(. it counts as an A but it's a sucky one. i'm hope i got a high A on the chapter 8 test...and i didn't get back science interims cause we didn't go to 7th period. and we didn't have 5th period either! so all that work on the notes i did last night doesn't matter. then again, the people who forgot or had trouble last night are saved! so i guess it's ok. i just want to get it over with though!
this was in an e-mail i got in reply to the "official final notes":
we love you, Charlotte!!!!!!!
thank you soooo much! i feel like a loser and have come to bask in the glory of your fantastical emailing goodness which is admired by all but only truly appreciated by those whose butts you have saved, like me :D
hahaha isn't that great?!?!
also this:
THANK YOU FOR THE NOTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(you have saved my life in the most literal sense of the phrase)
lol they love me!!!
sooo yeah...this afternoon i slept through piano cause i was sooo tired and i went to sleep at 2.30 and woke up around 6.00...at least i'm not gettin sick again like i thought i might be. so now i'm not even tired, hahaha...but the funny thing is i'm so worried about the social studies test that while i was taking my nap i had a freakin dream about it...isn't that scary? i was like freaking out and all this stuff was going on...it's actually sorta funny now that i think about it.
don't forget career day tomorrow kids! dress up! yeah, like that's a tough one for me or something...ha! some people are so lame...they're like "wait what--you can't wear jeans? or tennis shoes?? what does that mean???" *sigh*
my parents are at a party in chapel hill and they're spending the night afterwards (they don't trust themselves to drive home...isnt't that the greatest?!?!) so kate & i are home alone tonight...i made a quesidilla and watched movies...=p. oh yeah, and this afternoon kate & i made brownies after i got home from going to lunch with my parents. so i guess it wasn't that bad of a day.
Posted by char at 9:50 PM | 0 comments
2.16.2004
ahhh so much stuff happened today!
well so let's see. this morning i was totally determined to have a wonderful day and all that jazz...haha and then came language arts...:'( but PART of it made me really happy...aside from the whole you know 98.4 average (that helped too, heh heh). so yeah then i was sorta down during geometry but social studies was GREAT!!! ok, as i'm sure most of you know, for the huge test thing tomorrow, we all traded e-mails and gave each other our notes. so i sorta took charge and got everyone'e e-mail (in the end i had nearly 40 people) and when they sent me their stuff, i copied it onto a word document (or wordpad for those attachment people) and at 9.30 i unleashed it...*buwahahaha* so now no one will fail! well, no one who is my friend...heh heh heh. or well, no one who has e-mail that is my friend that i talked to today. but YEAH. it is so totally awesome...i definiely feel accomplished now!
sooo let's see...that's like all i did this afternoon. math homework, too, took sophie to the vet (that's why i was home so late). i can't believe it's only monday this week everyone leaves for nyc...i'll miss all of y'all that are going! oh well it doesn't matter, i couldn't hang out this weekend cause i'm already babysitting on friday but $$$ is always good! and then next week or over the weekend je peux aller faires des courses avec ma soeur. je me sent tres contente! il a ete un tres bon jour! d'accord, j'arreterai parler en francais maitenent. *buwahahaha* figure that one out. so anyway, guess what...
i was sitting here, copying & pasting notes like a mad person, minding my own bussiness, when the other line rings. kate answers cause she's closest and surprisingly (cause it's the other line not ours, and even the babysitting clients know our line!) it's pour moi! so i'm like ok whatever...and i go answer...and...*GASP*
this guy goes... "do you remember someone named collin vaccarella" and i CANNOT believe my ears and i'm like
"yeah of course!" and he's like
"hey, it's collin!" *char faints and then recovers*
holy crap it was so weird but also really cool...ok, so collin & i were really good friends from like 3rd-4th grade...until he moved away...=(. so yeah we sorta "went out" (by elementary school standards, you know) and we hung out a TON! and it was so great to hear from him! props to him for just thinking of me and calling me...i wish more guys did that...and on second thought i wish i had the guts to do that...so major props to him!!! hahaha...so yeah we exchanged e-mail & numbers & sn's...so that makes me all happy! now like all the "gone guys" (being him, walker, & mac) are back!!! yay! and oh yeah sally--i think i randomly told you about collin like weekend before last...remember? if you don't i'll refresh your memory tomorrow...
ok well i gotta go to bed! plenty of sleep for the social studies test tomorrow! and i think we get science interims--fun stuff! (for me at least hahaha) oh yeah and math interims.
NIGHT & MUCH MUCH LOVE!!! =D =D =D
Posted by char at 10:28 PM | 0 comments
2.15.2004
wow...
do you think we'll have school tomorrow? or just a delay? i'm prayin for the latter...
today was definitely interesting. then again getting upset and then laughing at yourself always is.
i realized that i might really really miss ligon next year. i mean i'm hearing all this junk from freshman who are like "i miss ligon blah blah blah i miss everyone from ligon blah blah blah high school is so hard blah blah blah" then again i think i've definitely had my share of missing people i mean come on! walker? mac? it can't get that much worse for me. i mean that in a happy way even though i know it sounds very depressing. i'm in the most random mood tonight, i'm definitely not myself. i love sally because she's making me a new layout for this here blog. mostly cause valentines day is over. not cause i'm not still...you know...having this major crush. cause i am. hahaha ^_^. you'll just have to wait and see what the totally kickass layout will be. =D
i think being nice is the coolest thing in the world. next to music & love =D oh yeah and being smart that's helpful too. goddamn i sound like a hippie! minus the drugs. i hang around kate too much.
you know what bothers me? stupid people. mean people. the cold. waking up early. but mostly the first two things cause that's what's on my mind right now. except not really cause i'm over all that and now i'm thinking happy thoughts. like in finding nemo (which by the way i watched again tonight with my parents--they're whack--in a good way) "find a happy place find a happy place find a happy place!" so yeah i just don't like arguing with people who are a). stupid and b). mean and c).go around and around in circles and never make a new point no matter how many times you defy their points...*shakes head* so yeah. i think i need to stop being so passionate about everything. hahahaha.
so i think that's mostly it. i'm still feeling great cause of everything. i mean sure you can have a bad day but that's not depressing. everyone needs to have bad days every once in a while or else you'll have to pay if you have too many good days you'll all the sudden have too many bad days! i've discovered that's definitly the case. or maybe it's just a psychological thing and you need to always think you're having a good day! wow what am i on...
i just realized it's snowing! it's the pretty kind, too...not the kind that stings your cheeks. that'd be a good thing. =D. but knowing our school board we won't have school tomorrow. oh joy! hopefully a delay...
well now i'm gonna do one of those long ass surveys. i don't know what's wrong with me tonight but i'm feeling very strange. in a good way. sort of.
Posted by char at 10:24 PM | 0 comments
i love you!
te quiero!
je t'aime!
wo ai ni!
sahranghae!
Ich liebe dich!
l'amo!
Ik hou van u!
amo-o!
jeg elsker De!

Happy Valentines Day!!!

well, even though it's well past midnight. anyway, babysitting was ok, they pay sorta cheap though (only $6 an hour...>_<) but anyway, when i got home i watched finding nemo with my parents...holy crap they thought it was the funniest thing they'd ever seen! it was so funny cause they were like dying laughing...whooo!
so tomorrow i have another indoor soccer game and then i gotta do homework...fun stuff!!! alrighty, night night! and remember...
I LOVE YOU!!!
Posted by char at 12:28 AM | 0 comments
2.14.2004
<3 happy valentines day!!! <3
wow, it's been a while since i've updated cause i've been sorta on the low but on thursday i finally began to feel better and then let's start in on the weekend...
friday was really really awesome...i have an a in both social studies & language arts, and so that made me really happy. and then activity time was so hilarious, as usual...scott had lunch detention! *gasp* yeah well that's really not that big of a punishment as far as mrs. brooks goes...he had to wash the board...and we had plenty of fun...well, frankly, making fun of him...but in a very loving way! hahahaha...j was like "i hope you don't mow your lawn that way..." ahhhh poor scott!!! well yeah, loosen up buddy! it's ok, really...i'm callin you tonight...ok so ANYWAY...science was unbearable, as always, i hate that class now, it's sooo boring! oh well, i had so much fun in future problem solving!!! and it turned out, too, that it doesn't conflict with my cousin's wedding!!! yay! so yeah, then i came home and everything, and i was on top of the world...aahhhh it was all so good!
at 6.30 we all met at raleigh grand to go see miracle...it was so much fun! it was a wonderful movie, you felt like you were actually there and even though you knew how it would end (or, well, you should if you know anything...hahaha) it was so intense...so yeah sally & i had a little trouble finding the theater *wink wink* and the guys were running late...but not really...so it was all good! we had some...uhhh...issues with the whole seating arrangement...but it ended up being like sally & i planned it so it was OK! =D =D =D aaahhhh it was sooo great! just thinking about it i can't stop smiling...well i can't stop smiling anyway...but yeah!
so yeah then sally & i went back to her house and we had a blast..."no picture available" you bother me! you reeeeeeally bother me! just cause! you rock my world! *thwack* i was definitely on something...dancing around to the moulin rouge soundtrack...wow yeah crazy stuff. so yeah we went to bed actually really early, around midnight....
so saturday (today) we woke up around 10.00...and i shared my INSANE dream...wow that was sooo weird! so yeah we went around her neighborhood again, and then watched radio...her brother is silly, he thinks that's the saddest movie ever...yeah there were sad parts...but the end was soooo happy!!! so yeah it was a good movie, reminded us a ton of miracle. so then we had yummy french food from isabelle and we went upstairs and hung out...and had discussions...haha...julian couldn't come over cause he had a piano recital...so we'll save ferris beuller's day off for another time! oh yeah, i'm gettin sally to do the new all-inclusive pictures page for my site cause she has so many of the pics. yeah that was random anyway...so we played a game with jack (i won teehee) and then it was time for me to go!
so then i got home...around 5.30 and now i have to go babysit at 7.00, not sure when i'm getting back.
but uhhhm. yeah. i'm really happy.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Posted by char at 6:18 PM | 0 comments
2.10.2004
...
today was a sick day for me...blegh...i went to school and then i got picked up during 4th period...sooo yeah i feel like crap
language arts seminar was fun, but it was the only thing that was today. i'm on the phone with scott right now and we got a b on our social studies project...which is fair, but now i have to do really well on the essay and i already missed a day of notes...>_< something tells me i won't get straight a's this quarter *tear tear*. and uhhm let's see what else...oh yeah shea was in a really pissy mood today...it hurt my feelings...a lot...
sooo grammy's were on sunday, we won our first indoor soccer game, went to church, yesterday was boring...
that's it.
and i'm excited for friday as long as we actually do something.
my life is sorta boring right now.
Posted by char at 6:23 PM | 0 comments
2.07.2004
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D
wow, what a wonderful weekend...hahahaha this is great
*be prepared for an extremely long entry...read at your own caution*
ok, so let's see....yesterday at school was ok, actually sortof boring, but you know heck it was not bad so that's good! but scott thinks that i gave him <0 points on the social studies project cause i forgot to fill it out....*blush* but it's all fixed now! and i went to fps during 8th period...i think i'm gonna join that class 4th quarter...it's so awesome! i got home from school and was a lazy bum which sucked cause i lost track of time and i didn't have much time to get ready for the dance *hangs head in shame* but yeah anyway...
so then i came back upstairs and i packed and then i took a shower and did my hair and then got dressed and while kate curled my hair i did my nails and then while waiting for sally to come pick me up i did my makeup and jewelry...i felt so purdy! heh heh heh it was so fun hanging out with kate, she's the bestest sister i could have ever asked for! she's so awesome! yeah well anyway we were blasting music and being silly...hahaha excitement, anxiety...these are feeeelings! =p yeah now you see why i'm so damn crazy!
so then at 6.15 sally picked me up and we got there and it was really hot (but definitely not as bad as the first dance) and soon after we got there j & zach came and it was awesome beacuse we got a new dj and he was actually pretty good...yay! sooo yeah...lots of good stuff...i was with j & sally the entire time, but other than that i hung out mostly with zach, anne, (YAY you could come!) ashley, (YAY you came!!! *cheers*), michelle, alex, betty, will, etc.
*pleasant sigh* now the voice within has even more special-er meaning for me!!! that was great...=D =D =D and what sucks is i don't even know the other song...oh well! haha...but uhhm let's see....oh yeah! for royal court it was stupid cause sally won but zach didn't, it was dylan instead...lol oh well. and then i had a very very very nice talk...if you know what i mean. mmhmm! =D i was so proud of myself.
by the way...you told me i have a tumor up my butt!!! wow there are some moments that are priceless. *shakes head laughing&
soooo then we had to leave a little bit early in order to go to see the perfect score at 9.25...none of the guys ended up being able to go so it was just a girl's night out with sally, me, anne, ashley & michelle. it was such a great movie!!!
quotes:
*anna: do i look like i need the answers?
roy: you look like you need a pimp *rawr*
*desmond: you don't know my mom!
roy: you don't know des's mom!
ok wow i just realized i'm too lazy to do all of this...
we had tons of fun...and then we hung out waiting for sally's parents in the theatre for like 30 minutes and talked about lots of uhhh....interesting stuff. heh heh ;-).
so then i went home with sally and we stopped at wendy's and guess what...we had to go around twice!!! i personally think it's a curse. lol (last time i went to wendy's with her we went around twice, too!)
so then we got home and we ate our dinner (they forgot my cheese...put everything i didn't want and forgot all the stuff i did want...stupid people >bashes head<) yeah well anyway so then we went upstairs and sat in the crack!!! wow, yeah, she finally got a bed for me! and i forgot my toothbrush! so now at sally's house i have: a bed, my own toothrbrush, and i had shampoo until i liked it so much that i stole it...=D. so we were being really really silly...gosh we always are so high at her house...=p hmmm so then i wrote 5 pages in my diary and then we went to sleep cause we were totally exhausted...
in the morning we realized that her fish most definitely loves me. he was kissing me all night. wow. it wants my body. HAHAHAHA ok enough of that. but actually it was really sad cause then sally called me (from her new cell phone! whoo hoo!) and said the fish had stopped kissing cause i wasn't there anymore...and it held a picture of me up to the side of the tank and it was kissing again! wow that was sooo sweet! lol! so yeah anyway then we got breakfast (i had pizza for breakfast...silly me) and got dressed and watched A Z Does It!...that was the greatest! it was so sweet, there was one part where sally & i were right next to each other singing a song and we looked at each other and i said something and we cracked up...haha friends from the start! (well...soooort of *wink*) so we also watched Goin Buggy were sally totally stole the show...the pursuit of life, liberty...and.......BUUUUGGGIIINESSS!!!! good times good times. so THEN we went and rode scooters around...which was really fun/funny. we almost killed ourselves a billion times. i have some mad bailing skizzles. heh heh...and then we sat around in this huge grass field (a.k.a. "the bowl") and we didn't think it was wet but when we got up our butts were soaked!!! my bum, my bum, my bum is soaking wet! so then comes the scary part...these two 6th grade guys totally hit on us...*shudder* they thought we were hot and asked us about friday...said we were booked...so then they were all so what about thursday??? *sigh* wow, what retards...haha but then it turned out they were sally's backdoor neighbors! poor sally...so yeah then we played soccer and basketball and then we had to get ready to go...introducing...IVAN!!! the nerfling/ostmingo/flastrich...wow we are so freakin creative! we took sooo many videos and i'm gonna try to put them up where y'all can see them...they are honestly the funniest things ever.
so yeah, then i had to come home...got home around 6.50. =(. but overall it was a splendid weekend! now i'm on the phone with scott
tomorrow i have to acolyte at church and i have an indoor soccer game at 5.00 and it's the grammy's and the duke vs. clemson game. and i'm so excited for next weekend! sally & her mom are already planning stuff...
and tell me if this layout looks fuzzy. i discovered it does on sally's computer....=(
ok, well, wow, i really need to go. this is ridiculous! bubye and much love!
Posted by char at 6:49 PM | 0 comments
2.05.2004
I LOVE YOU DUHON!!!
yeah...guess who won =D
Posted by char at 11:30 PM | 0 comments
oh yeah, i forgot...
duke vs. unc game tonight at 9.00...you all know who i'm going for but it's a close call...i like both teams anyway. but one team has been having a really crappy time of it and the other...well, the other is number 1!!! lol but it should be a great game, and i'm not sayin anything for sure! good luck to both teams!

on another note...
we've just decided that sally is gonna pick me up before the dance so i don't have to leave my stuff for the sleepover in the gym...and also i have a ride...so my parents will be happy!!! aaaannnd then i can still get ready and stuff! =p wow i'm so excited it must be unhealthy!
Posted by char at 8:16 PM | 0 comments
oh, have i mentioned to you lately that my life rocks???

i just realized that i'm sick of everyone always complaining on blogs, after looking through some of the "recently posted" on blogger, and they were all depressing and joy-deprived entries. why can't people just appreciate something as simple as...a good day at school, an easy math test, a last minute plan, the joy of giving a present, having more messages than you know what to do with on your answering machine, a good and intelligent conversation, an ecstatic puppy greeting you when you get home...but no...instead we must focus on the fact that maybe you're not friends with everyone in the school, maybe you cried and you didn't know why, maybe not everyone can come to the movie you're seeing or the party you're having. it seems that if people just realized that without the darkness, one cannot appreciate the light, every moment would be appreciated in a lot more full measure. i remember when i used to always mope around and write about how i was miserable and how these little things pissed me off and such-and-such might not happen...and now that i look back on it, i might have even been happier then than i am now! i guess i've just realized that you've just gotta work with what you get. and even though you may not get much, you can work with it to make it happy. why shouldn't things make you happy? and i'm not saying it's wrong to be upset...just put things in perspective. i'm sick of the whole freaking trend of depression. to me, it's not amusing, it's not even thought-provoking, it's sickening. just thought i'd share that.

on with my day...
one word: awesome!
well, i had to wake up around 5.45 in order to get ready in time to go to starbucks and get andrea her birthday present...the infamous mocha malt frappachino! i actually had a sip and it was really good...and i successfully smuggled it into the gym, too! yay! go me!!! so yeah...happy birthday andrea!
then i had a nice quiet day...in a very good way. i got all my stuff finished for language arts, in math the test was actually pretty easy, (except for the whole calculator-being-set-on-radian-instead-of-degree-mode thing...*sigh*) i am sort of stressed about tomorrow though because we present our project...well not present, but it's the freestanding stuff day. but then i'll just take a deep breath and look over our project and calm myself...heh heh
sally & zach are in the top 2 couples nominated for royal court king & queen! yaaaay! haha i had to go the mrs. kingsberry to clear that one up, though...and also, the other couple is katharine & dylan, which is weird cause ross goes out with katharine...but whatever. lol.
lunch was really really really fun. we filmed a ton of stuff and goofed off (and mrs. brooks made a rude comment! *blush* lol) yeah j & shea were trying to scare me...*grrr* anyway...
tomorrow:
.dance: royal court, semi-formal, and valentine's...fun stuff! we're trying to get more people to actually go this time. i hope we got a better dj! i finally bought my ticket today, too. i can't wait!!! i would ride home with sally but i have to take a shower and everything and kate's helping me get ready...=p
.movie: after the dance we're gonna go see the perfect score at 9.25 at raleigh grand...sally's mom is giving everyone who's going from the dance a ride, and these are the people who are going for sure: me, sally, zach, michelle, ashley...and the people who are maybe's: shea, scott, julian
.sleepover: after the movie i'm sleeping over at sally's house! yay!
and going into saturday...:
.sally's: yup...i'll still be there! lol
.shea's: going to shea's house for a top secret mission. no, for real.

ok, well, this was a really long entry, sorry...haha
i gotta go downstairs and take care of the puppetta, a.k.a. sophat...i mean sophie =D
Posted by char at 5:18 PM | 0 comments
2.04.2004
ok day today...
so let's see the science test was incredibly easy and tomorrow we have the math test...and on friday the freestanding projects present so that's our day...>_<
tomorrow is andrea's birthday!!! hahaha i have the coolest idea for a present =D
whoo only 2 days until the dance! i'm so excited...and then afterwards we're going to go see the perfect score at 9.25 at raleigh grand...come if you wanna, even if you didn't go to the dance!
then it turns out i'm not babysitting on saturday, but like...2 fridays from now...or maybe kate is. i dunno...
good grief i'm so freakin anxious!!! i hope that everything turns out the way i want it to...
ok well i gotta go, tonight was fun, jensen came to dinner and brought her boyfriend...so we had a really nice dinner...he's sooo funny...sarcastic...definitely a plus, sarcastic people rock my world...=p
ok, well, shower time! and i gotta wake up early ;-D but you won't know why until tomorrow!!! *whistles*
Posted by char at 10:23 PM | 0 comments
2.03.2004
that's just the way it is...things will never be the same
wow but today was such a wonderful day...i love my life so much you have no idea...
so let's see...raining today...oh well...language arts was fun...and luckily NOT uncomfortable...=D and let's see in math i did really well on last night's homework (too bad for the very end of the problems for tonight's i get confused...oh well) so uhhhm and then cake decorating...that's one awesome class, lemme tell ya! and of course in social studies people were presenting projects...iiiintteressttiiiing...lunch was awesome...yeah buddy! i finally remember to bring my $$$ for the royal court voting thing...it's sooo funny...practically no one has voted yet...lol! science = blah, yearbook = baby pictures ***BY THE WAY*** they are EXTENDED TO TOMORROW but ABSOLUTELY NOT after that!!! lol when i remembered that i just called shea and left a message with his dad to remember it...lol =p uhhm let's see and then i got home went to piano did homework all that blah stuff...
sally--mybabymybabymybaby! i'll remember the red shoes tomorrow! i'm glad you liked your earrings!
so uhmm let's see:
3 days!!! i'm so excited...scott you better be able to go!!! >grrr< lol
anyone wanna do anything on saturday night? i got a babysitting offer but i'll only take that if i've got nothin else to do...i do need the $$$ though lol
tell me if you hear my music...cause sometimes i can and sometimes i can't
it was funny this kid in student services was there when i called my mom to make sure she was picking me up and he was freaking me out!...sortof along the lines of the guy who asked me out "cause yo butt looks good in yo jeans"...and he was all "you look like a model" and "how far you gone with a guy?" and "you goin out with someone right now" i was like...uhhm and WHAT'S YOUR NAME?? that's right i don't know you...
ok, i gotta go read killer angels...and oh yes did i mention...
i <3 my life
Posted by char at 9:13 PM | 0 comments
2.02.2004
wow...
today was really really good, really really bad, and then good, and then really good again. wow yeah i know.
>_< i hate suspence! and i can't wait for the dance!
***HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY!!!!***
i'm such a dork, i completely forgot to get sally's present (even though i remember her birthday sign, lol) and i also forgot to go down to the cafeteria to put money into her and zach's things for the royal court voting...i guess i was just too distracted, if you know what i mean...??? ^_^ oh well, they didn't make an announcement about it today, anyway. *sigh* lol >bash bash bash<
[edit]:i left this off before i went to go babysit...now i'm back and i'm gonna go take a shower...that little girl is the sweetest ever!!! sorry i had to go so fast scott...

stole this from andrea...i like it better than the one that's on my xanga...

Section 1: GENERAL

1. Name: charlotte
2. Nicknames: char, charlie, charlizzle, sharly
3. Feet size: haha i have huge feet...10
4. Do you have a crush: yeah, hello, duh
5. Birthday: 4.23
6. Age you act: sometimes i act older sometimes i act younger...sometimes i act like 25 sometimes i act like 5 haha
7. Where Do You Live: on planet earth
8. Where you want to live: atlanta or california
9. Birthplace: rex hospital, nc
10. Favorite Salad Dressing: ranch, and uhhm i think it's 1000 island
11. Ever gone skinny dipping?: maaaybe lol
12. What are you watching?: uhhhm....my message machine flashing on & off non stop because i have 18 messages...=p
13. Last person you talked to: sally, will, ashley, anne, shea, my mom (sort of all at once lol)
14. Favorite movie: gosh...charade, all of the lotr, the matrixes, ferris beuller's day off, finding nemo, moulin rouge
15. Favorite Book: bloomability--sharon creech, in my hands--irene gut opdyke, sarah dessen books
16. Favorite Type of music: as shea & i say...there's noise, and then there's music. so the music. haha
17. Favorite types of cars: mercedes benz & bmw convertables
18. Favorite Saying: "anyone can make you smile, anyone can make you cry, but it takes a special person to make you smile with tears in your eyes" (<--thanks shelly!), "what do you do when the one who made you cry is the only one who can wipe your tears", "be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind", "everything turns out ok in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end", "i'm like a snapple: made from the best stuff on earth!", "i can't be an angel but i'll be nothing if i don't try" and everything from finding nemo...good grief i have a ton!
19. Favorite Fast Food: mcdonalds or wendys
20. Favorite Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: communion wine O:-)
22. When Do You Go To Sleep: i wish i could go to bed early but usually at the earliest 11, latest around 2.30
23. Most Embarrassing Moment: not so much embarassing as having a lot of tension...you know what i mean
24. Stupidest Person you know: uhhm it'd be rude to say where other people can see it (i don't put down people online, thanks) but you know who it is if you know me well
25. Funniest Person you know: hrrrmmm...j or shea (oh yeah...you know that movie? win a date with tad hamilton? before it was a movie....hey wait...hold on a second....i forgot what i was gonna say....*1 minute later* OH YEAH!!! it wasn't a movie before!) daaaamn that was great
26. Favorite holiday: christmas or valentine's day or my birthday
27. Favorite Food: anything my mom cooks, the old favorite: my mom's macaroni & cheese & chocolate pie
28. Favorite Song: daaaamn. you ask too much of me!
29. Favorite Television Show: ehhh, anything that kate & i can make fun of
30. Favorite Radio Station: g105 when they play rock or something...NOT when they play rap and crap (hey it rhymes!)
31. Favorite junk food: chocolate chip cookies microwaved for 45 seconds...damn straight
32. Favorite love song: oh great question! pictures of you, just like heaven, amazed, all my life, magic, the luckiest, give judy my notice, empty spaces, wanted, all i want is you, all the way, you don't know what love is, how do i live, say anything, change, don't speak, i'd do anything, angel of mine, yellow, my immortal, dangerously in love 2, foolish games, if i should fall behind, in tune, love travels, sending me angels, tell her, the greatest view, wondering, why can't i, here without you........you asked, i answered =D
33. Favorite color: pink & blue, to wear: green & black
34. Favorite Shoes: lots...heh heh...my red stilettos, black stilettos, blue stilettos, my new black slides, my new black boots, my brown boots, and my slippers!!! =D =D =D

Section 2: THE FUTURE :

1. School: enloe, then emory (hopefully)
2. Where You Want To Live: nyc for a year or so after college, dc maybe for a while, then atlanta or california (again)
3. How Many Kids You Want: no more than 3
4. What Kind Of Job You Want: fashion or interior designer, editor, writer, lawyer
5. Wedding song: amazed or how do i live
6. Song in your head: i miss you--blink 182 (andrea's xanga)

Section 3: HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Done Drugs: no and i never ever will and you better not either cause that's the stupidest thing ever and why would you want to completely ruin your life with such a stupid desicion?!
2. Run Away From Home: hahahaha yeah when i was little. i camped out in my back yard =D
3. Hit A Girl: haha kate & jensen =p
4. Lied: who hasn't?
5. Stolen Anything: when i was little the little plastic things of candy and stuff at the eckerds? yeah that's just asking for a little kid to go and grab one...i took one m&m and it bothered me for probably the next year or so...haha
6. Broken A Bone: not broken but fractured (shin) and sprained (ankle)
7. Cheated On A Test: haha maybe a teeny bit?? (oh yeah shea--doughnuts & 144!)
8. Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: *sigh* my concious bothers me FOR me, i don't need you to, too!
9. Gotten Drunk: high off of life count?
10. Been With Two boys/girls At Once: i thought i covered that in the cheating question
11. Been In The Hospital: tons of times...most recently for flu testing...but uhhhm other than that, to visit my grandmother after she get her appendix out, to visit my dying great-grandfather, to the emergency room when i stuck cereal up my nose (loooong story) and when i had bad dog bites
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: more often than not i'm the one doing the crying on someone else's shoulder, but yeah
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: never completely but definitely almost
14. Gone to Church: nearly every sunday
15. Never slept during a night: yeah...sometimes on purpose...sometimes i just want to get to sleep but can't =(
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: nope...i wanna though!
17. Been to a camp: tons and tons of sports and soccer and arts camps...but never overnight...that's what this summer is for...yeah sally!
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: i don't think so...the only time i can remember something sortof like that is at vertigo when i was like 6 and i ordered something really spicy and i didn't like it so instead i got some pita bread...that was some good stuff!
19. Seen someone die: no...i don't think so...unless that girl at a car crash i saw several years was dying...she might have been =/
20.Gone a week w/out shaving: that would itch too much!
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: maybe i don't remember...perhaps during the summer when i was a really little kid but usually my parents/babysitter would just chuck me into the bathtub no matter what i said...lol
22. Broken something valuable: hrrmmm...the only thing i remember is when i ran into a table while i was juggling a soccer ball several years ago and it broke the candles on it that were brand new and i lied to my mom that i hadn't. but that doesn't count as "valuable"
23. Thought you were in love: yes thought...and still think
24. Streaked the streets: HAHAHAHA. no comment...(lol kate)
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: maybe kate when i've had a bad day...and i don't scream i just fuss and crap...actually i never SCREAM i just cry lol
26. Said I love you and meant it: yes oh yes
27. Been hurt by a boy/girl you loved: yeah...*sigh*
28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: hahaha i've stayed up til like 2.30 on the phone...does that count? and what if every single night you call the same person before you go to bed?

Section 4: WHICH IS BETTER:

1. Coke Or Pepsi: coke...lol too bad in that pepsi commercial with hendrix they said if coke was better he would have played accordian! lol
2. Cats Or Dogs: dogs are so much more emotional and have a lot more of a personality...so dogs
3. DVDs or VHS: dvds
4. Deaf Or Blind: blind, cause music means so much to me...
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: hot tubs at the beach for new years, pools in the summer
6. Television Or Radio: TV
7. CDs Or MP3's: tough one...CD's cause i can put mp3's on my CD's...actually is there really a difference? for me, no
8. Apples or oranges: apples
9. Gap or Old Navy: they're both so incredibly BORING...BLEGH

Section 5: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:

1. Took a shower: last night and i'm about to again now
2. Cried: uhhhm...5 minutes ago? but not for real...i was locked out of the house but the door on the deck was open...before that...yeeeeeeeeah
3. Watched a Disney movie: at sally's house! finding nemo
4. Given/gotten a hug: i got a ton today...you know (scott shea that sortof thing)
5. Been to the movies: day before yesterday...win a date with tad hamilton! yeah buddy

Section 6: WHAT IS:

1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: whoa tons...my party, all the movies, sleepovers at sally's, just the every day goodness at school...
2. Your Most Prized Possession: my relationships, my memories, my music
3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: it depends on what i'm in the mood for...love, music, friends, family, the dogs...
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: my dad's waffles or my mom's pancakes!
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: my mom's macaroni & cheese...duh!
7. Your Ideal BF/GF: *coughhimcough* someone who is (preferably) taller than me (even though i usually have to settle for less, lol) someone who can get to know me better and better as we grow closer, someone who loves me for who i am and is not afraid to express themselves, great sense of humor, but also very very very very very sarcastic, has talent of some sort (arts, sports, etc.) can comfort me when i'm down, knows the little details about me, can be silly but knows when to be serious, complimentary, makes me feel good about myself, outgoing, talkative, intelligent, deep, thoughtful, good memory, can stare into his eyes forever....*clears throat* ook uhhm sorry

Section 7: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Bill Clinton: *sigh* whatever
2. Love at First Sight: not love, but sometimes there's this feeling of "hey, i should really get to know that person" it's the sortof thing i felt about walker
3. Abortion: depends on the situation...if they were raped that's one thing, if they're responsible, that's another
4. Teenage smoking: disgusting, and what about any smoking at all??? IT'S ALL STUPID & DISGUSTING!
5. Pot: why do people think it's cool to look stupid & ruin their lives! UGH NO NO NO!
6. Eating disorders: really really sad...that anyone feels that insecure
7. Rap: heh heh some kinds are good to dance to...but not much...most of it's disgusting and boring and innapropriate
8. Marilyn Manson: *backs away*
9. Premarital sex: no comment...now tell me, what class are we taking during science? mmmmm??
10. Suicide: why...why....whyy......
11. Drinking: water = good beer = bad
12. Death: part of life...but can be very emotionally wearing...but we never know exactly what to say about it until it happens
Posted by char at 6:24 PM | 0 comments
2.01.2004
feeling much better today...=D
i completely blew all of my $$$ getting sally's present and stuff for the dance...and i was like all bummed out cause i thought i would have no money for a while...and then i realized i'm babysitting tomorrow night and monday starts a new week so i can get my allowance whenever i want...=D i need $$$ for:
1. the dance
2. baby pics
3. the coolest earrings i saw at cat banjo!!!
4. andrea's present
but yeah i finally got sally's birthday present today...whoo hoo!!! yeah and there was no indoor soccer game this week...that sucks, that makes 3 weeks without games which means i'll only have 5 games...and we'll still have to pay the fee for it so i dunno if it's even worth it...*sigh*
well anyway, just making chili and waiting around for the superbowl...and i still have to do a little bit of homework
i'm really excited for this week, though!!!
Posted by char at 4:44 PM | 0 comments
1.31.2004
go down 2 entries for the survey thing...

*sigh*...
today was good but right now i'm a little upset, so excuse any ranting i may do...
went to see win a date with tad hamilton today with sally and it was fun & good...made me think of all my guy friends, of course...lol sally...we just hung out today nothin much really. yawn kate's at her winter formal and my parents went to another party so i was home alone...called scott, watched a tv version of the matrix, which is really quite amusing cause of all of the language they sub out...instead they use stuff like jeepers creepers, shucks, shove it up your ear...yeah it was hilarious
but on to other stuff...i'm really nervous about some stuff and i wish it would just be over with...i know why it's taking so long (sally) but still i don't like butterflies living in my stomach...
ok well kate's friends are coming over now for the midnight breakfast so i guess i'll go. i'm actually really tired. i might just go to sleep.

look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine...
look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and all the things that you do

don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
miss you


i miss 2 people a whole whole lot. ...not who you think.
Posted by char at 10:33 PM | 0 comments
1.30.2004
yeah, i know the comments are red & black...
but it was the only one that was freakin readable!
i'm changing it to all black & white tomorrow.
but right now i just DON'T HAVE TIME.
ok, so the rough schedule for tomorrow:
.11.00-12.00 (somewhere in there) pick up sally
then we're gonna burn cd's, maybe go shopping, and pick out baby pictures!
.3.45 at raleigh grand we're going to see win a date with tad hamilton with...*drumroll* shea...wow it's such a chick flick. oh well...hahahaha
then sally goes home and it's the winter formal for kate and my parents have huge parties and i stay home alone. cool.
happy birthday to j in....27 minutes.
wow i need sleep. this is retarded. bye.
Posted by char at 11:29 PM | 0 comments
***vote for sally & zach for king & queen at the royal court dance!***
today was generally awesome, except i realize now that i wish sally had done something that she didn't (it's fine, but still...) and so now i hope i can accomplish something along those lines this week. so ANYWAY...
tomorrow sally's coming over to help me pick out my baby picture and stuff...we might go to a movie with zach and julian, too. we'll see. i'm also trying to convince my mom to let sally sleep over tonight, but it's getting sortof late for that.
i'm just sooo excited! sorry i had to say that. today was a really awesome day.

.20.QuEsTiOnS.
i know these things can be annoying but i wanted to know if they actually work. in order to do it i have to get a comment box code, so hold up. haha
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. What makes me happy?
8. What makes me sad?
9. What color are my eyes?
10. What color is my hair/how long is it?
11.What reminds you of me?
12.If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel like you could talk to me and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your xanga/blog and see what I say about you?
Posted by char at 5:25 PM | 0 comments
1.29.2004
whoo hoo!!!
wow, today absolutely rocks, first off, one hour delay tomorrow...yess we finally go back to school! it was getting a little insane there for a while...
went major shopping today...with mom and kate it was soooo much fun! =D =D =D here's the stuff i got:
.black boots i've needed some for a while cause right now all i have are my brown ones...they're shorter (not heel-wise but how far up they go-wise, they have a really tall heel haha) and have a rounded toe and this cool criss cross pattern...heh heh
.black slides another thing i've needed for the longest time...now i finally have something to wear to the dance! it's annoying cause i'm already so tall that i don't want to wear heals, and now i can wear nice shoes except the heels are only like 1 inch...heehee!
.black pantswow, yet another thing that i've been needing for a while! they've got pinstripes (duh) and a wide waste band and cuffed ends...classic char pants...lol
.jeans yay i finally have a pair that fits over my butt but it's not too big! ok sorry...tmi...but i had to share
other stuff:
-socks (they're so cute...white & pink alternating pairs and white & blue alternating pairs...another thing i've needed for a while cause all my other ones have been lost...eaten by the drier or something...)
-clarifying toner (i ran out...heh heh)
-moisturizer (for my face...i REALLY ran out of this...my face has been dying...thank you for clinique moisturizer!)

and the best part about all of this is???...
i never had to spend a penny =D =D =D haha my mom rocks. yeah and oh yes my life rocks, too. but i still have to find a present for sally and a card...for...yeeeeah hahahahahaha.

more later, i'm out!
Posted by char at 5:16 PM | 0 comments
1.28.2004
i've decided--i'll change it weekly--but for now, angel of mine--monica
sally:
someone's got a crush on you!
they wanna be yo boo
please say youll be mine
cause my ain't you fine?
it's yo birhtday
so come what may
like a kiss???
*please dont miss*
im giving this to you face to face
because...er (something that rhymes)
hahaha...yes, face to face, as opposed to...errr let's see, butt to butt? foot to foot?? haha i love you sooo much! iluvmyactors: fo shizzle in da drizzle charlizzle
we have to pick out baby pics! and a card (with a poem!) and a movie! and a movie date! *nurf nurf nurf*

ok...uhhm...let's see...countdowns...
2 days until j's birthday
4 days until sally's birthday
9 days until the dance: royal court, semiformal
17 days until valentine's day!!! and movie

did i ever tell you my life rocked?
Posted by char at 9:41 PM | 0 comments
no school tomorrow...i'm sorry but the school board is out of its mind!!!
ok, so let's see, unc just beat nc state...haha my dad's at that game...so yay for him! (he went to unc, duh)
which song should i put on here?
.my immortal--evanescence
.i'd do anything--simple plan
.your winter--sister hazel
.all my life
.i'll be missing you
.angel of mine--monica

^some of these i'm not sure about if they're the song i'm thinking of, so i'm gonna preview them on here...
wow, i'm actually not that torn up about having no school tomorrow...today i went out to lunch with mom & kate and then we went shopping...i only got one skirt though and tomorrow we're going back everywhere cause there are some crazy sales goin on!!! hahaha
ok well...i'm out, i'll write more later
Posted by char at 9:19 PM | 0 comments
got some skins up at blogskins :-D Go check 'em out user name frwaky...YAY still icy here so getting some good sledding time in...still must go to the bowl! ;-)
mwah bye bye
sal
Posted by <3 sally <3 at 2:39 PM | 0 comments
1.27.2004
.snow.day.
oh my goodness!!!
today was sooo incredibly fun...so i woke up around 11.00, took care of sophie, talked on the phone with shea, did some of my homework, and then shea invited my over to his house. but my parents weren't back yet so i had to wait for them...so i went over to shea's house from around 2.30 to 7.00 holy crap it was so much fun! we went sledding, had some hot chocolate, watched his movie, and had lots of snowball fights.
we went to east cary middle where there's this huge hill leading down to the track & fields and we went down that sooo many times...that was so incredibly awesome you have no idea...haha...and we even went down the stairs a couple of times and it was like >bounce< >bounce< >bounce< a million times...so hilarious...and we kept having these huge snowball fights...i got him so many times until he finally tripped me in the leaf pile and pounded me...and then i kept trying to get him and i failed and he got one down my shirt...hoaly shiat that thing was cold! and i had to like rip off my jacket to get it out...*glares at shea* hahaha jk jk jk lianSWAH! and yeah we tried to go sledding with my sled with runners but it didn't work as well on the grass...and we goofed around in his house...and yeah we just had a great time!
no school tomorrow...*sigh* oh well maybe the library will be open tomorrow...cause i forgot to get killer angels from shea...*sigh* oh well. i've done most of my vocabulary and i think i'm done with the ss project.
i need to get sally's birthday present! i'm trying to think of the perfect thing...i have $$$$$ saved up so i'm hopin for the perfect gift! haha...

mood: content, apprehensive
music: comfort eagle--cake

xoxoxo
*char*
Posted by char at 7:28 PM | 0 comments
hey hey hey!
salut salut salut salut!
hola hola hola hola hola!
soo yup its me, sal! love the layout, char, its really cute!
actually i'm really happy about the no school thing even though i really miss my friends...i guess i really needed to get caught up with my sleep!!
check out my skin(s)--gonna post more later--at blogskins :-D
ta ta for now
Posted by <3 sally <3 at 7:03 PM | 0 comments
1.26.2004
.bed.time.
*yawn*
actually, no james bond for me tonight, i've decided that i'm gonna get to bed early. yay! aren't you so proud?
yeah well anyway, call me tomorrow if you wanna do something, [782.5883] cause the roads will definitely be better after the morning.
also, anyone have the la vocabulary or know when the glory questions are due? cause i don't...=[
hahaha i'm thinking about making a new layout for my actual site (not xanga), also, should i even bother continuing my xanga *scratches head* i just don't know! i'm having way too much fun with html. oh well!
but for now, i'll post about my day on my xanga.
so night night!
Posted by char at 11:00 PM | 0 comments
.mission.accomplished.
*yay!*
ok, so i finally got this all up and working. i absolutely adore this layout...and xanga won't let you use it...so i decided to get a totally new blog. this one will be more private and focused on the really important things. this is more of where i will gush about stuff that i can't say right out on xanga, the exact details of what's bothering me and who i like and so forth.

anyway, i'll probably make sally be able to post on here, too, cause i'm able to post on her thing.

no school tomorrow...that sucks. oh well. i finally finished my ss project, but i still have to do stuff for language arts that i forgot and so forth...oh well. at least i get to stay up late and sleep late. and of course that means i'll watch james bond movies late into the night. i know, i'm such a weirdo.

alrighty, well, i'm out!
Posted by char at 9:28 PM | 0 comments
.the.beginning.
wow...
i decided that i need something a little bit more private to give to my friends and stuff, rather than just have an open xanga or website.
i'll be experimenting with layouts, design, content, and how to display this and hand it out, or i may just trash it and continue with my xanga & site. however, i couldn't really get a handle on changing layouts frequently so i've decided to use this, instead, along with a little help (most likely from sally).
i'll write more later once i figure this out...

xoxoxo
*char*
Posted by char at 7:24 PM | 0 comments
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